19 June 2011
...enough drama already!
I really put too much pressure on myself to make sure I get it right, the use of my time and abilities that is. I probably should not do that so much, but that, I am afraid, will be a hard habit to break. I guess at least I am starting to realize that is what I do. A wise friend has often reminded me to "enjoy the journey". I am trying to put that foremost. (perhaps its time to re-read 'The Art of Pilgrimage'...?)
When I was a kid, my family - mum, dad and two brothers both younger than I - used to go up north every summer. It was a trip we sooooo looked forward to each year. I remember it was nearly the same route each time, but we would amble our way up there stopping at waysides to climb trees, walk paths, have a picnic lunch. There were regular stops, favorite ice cream shops and the like. It would take us over four and a half hours to get there, what should have taken 3.5739 hours, if the weather and traffic co-operate!
So what happened? It seems these days, when we go anywhere, it is drive like crazy, what's the shortest route, undue pressure to get there in the fastest amount of time so as not to waste any of the vacation time getting to the destination. And its become that with every day life as well.
I think that is what was getting to me last week. It has become time to redefine focus. I have had the pleasure of another week to sit on my front porch and think about it. It is time to start using my time purposefully, even if that purpose is to simply watch in wonder the half dozen or so squirrels romp around the trees in my front yard...while I continue to sit on my front porch and think about it...
Posted by -va- at 15:25