My latest excuses are these: ...if I start and I actually succeed, I wont have the time to keep up with it all (um, pretty bold excuse, how 'bout just start and see what comes of it all) ...wow, all these knitters doing the same thing I am thinking about doing and succeeding-how can I really compare to all that (um, colleagues, not competitors, remember for me, this is a for-fun "necessity" to create) ...what if I don't succeed (um, see response to excuse number one) ...do I have the resources-money, time, space-to do this right (um, just look at the stash, and then glance at the recent calendar changes)...and the BIG ONE: just where do I start???? (causing "deer in the headlights" syndrome)
Organization is not one of my strong suits. I am afraid if I'm not organized enough, this will never work. Then I go on an "organizing tear" through my house, and find myself productively distracted and sidetracked. While this is much to the delight of my husband, it does nothing to really further this endeavor. Oh sure, in a way it is preparation for creating a "working environment" -- I have always envied my husbands "hobby space" - where mine has been spread throughout the house. That part of the dream is starting to come together...not ideally -- that probably wont happen until one of the "babies" moves out, some time off I would think. Now if I could just turn off the telly...
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